Ive been getting sleep paralysis so often now that im starting to think about death a lot to where i would not be able to wake myself out of that state and like get a stroke or something. It is not the painful process that i worry about its morely of being forgotten eventually from your friends and family. One day your like the main topic and then probably a month later your existance is just not quite there anymore. I wish i could do something that will capture everyones heart that they will forever remember me by or be the guy that actually saves someones life or changing someones life around for the better.